night shift, part one

I hate night shift. I feel very disconnected from everything and everyone, and that doesn't help the natural disconnected feeling I already have.
I don't like not being able to see my son for two days! He's in daycare, actually, it's a preschool type thing now, and he is doing great. I no longer have to stay up for 36 hours, twice a week. That is nice. I feel like I can almost finally think somewhat clearly outside of saving people's lives at work.